Yeah... I have LJ angst anyway, because I actually think this journal is pretty boring and don't know why/if anyone reads it, and it's not because I don't have Things to Say, I think, it's because I am either busy, lazy, or both. So that makes me sad. And makes me post very little, because I think, "perhaps when I am older I will post this better" and then don't ever do it and then I get all depressed or angsty and spill my guts here and feel stupid. Argh.
As to comms it's like... Well, none of the things I'm into are very healthy (I mean vigorous, not morally fulfilling or whatever) so is there a point in a POTO comm over there? I dunno.
We can totally talk about forums and sites and prettifying and stuff. My journal is not that customy. There's really just a background image and a color scheme that is really just one color because I fear change. Not the same sort of change as you, but still. Point is--we can easily do over your journal with that image/color scheme and I'll even drive if you want.
As for GGK and reading in general... I don't know. I mean, I don't know what my taste is, so I don't suppose I can blame you. Also... I feel weird about books and reading in general. Because it is clear that I like to read very much. But I'm not sure what I like to read, or why, or how I feel about it, or why I find it impossible to really talk about books the way I can talk about movies, because I've liked books a lot longer. This upsets me. It is part of that thing from before about me not feeling smart.
But see, here I am getting all antsy when you just told me you're afraid I'm going to think your taste is shlock. When I'm pretty sure part of my problem is that I love DWJ and MZB and Tanith Lee and Susan Kay and PKD and Lolita and YA novels and feel somehow guilty about that. I also feel guilty about the fact that that list does not really accurately reflect me and as usual my memory is such crap I can't even remember "stuff I like to list in casual conversation."
I have so many problems, you don't even know!
Also I note, upon looking at GGK's site, that he is kind of cute. And I'm glad you stayed home. But you should watch something other than Christy, because you already watched that.
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Yeah... I have LJ angst anyway, because I actually think this journal is pretty boring and don't know why/if anyone reads it, and it's not because I don't have Things to Say, I think, it's because I am either busy, lazy, or both. So that makes me sad. And makes me post very little, because I think, "perhaps when I am older I will post this better" and then don't ever do it and then I get all depressed or angsty and spill my guts here and feel stupid. Argh.
As to comms it's like... Well, none of the things I'm into are very healthy (I mean vigorous, not morally fulfilling or whatever) so is there a point in a POTO comm over there? I dunno.
We can totally talk about forums and sites and prettifying and stuff. My journal is not that customy. There's really just a background image and a color scheme that is really just one color because I fear change. Not the same sort of change as you, but still. Point is--we can easily do over your journal with that image/color scheme and I'll even drive if you want.
As for GGK and reading in general... I don't know. I mean, I don't know what my taste is, so I don't suppose I can blame you. Also... I feel weird about books and reading in general. Because it is clear that I like to read very much. But I'm not sure what I like to read, or why, or how I feel about it, or why I find it impossible to really talk about books the way I can talk about movies, because I've liked books a lot longer. This upsets me. It is part of that thing from before about me not feeling smart.
But see, here I am getting all antsy when you just told me you're afraid I'm going to think your taste is shlock. When I'm pretty sure part of my problem is that I love DWJ and MZB and Tanith Lee and Susan Kay and PKD and Lolita and YA novels and feel somehow guilty about that. I also feel guilty about the fact that that list does not really accurately reflect me and as usual my memory is such crap I can't even remember "stuff I like to list in casual conversation."
I have so many problems, you don't even know!
Also I note, upon looking at GGK's site, that he is kind of cute. And I'm glad you stayed home. But you should watch something other than Christy, because you already watched that.